Terrified

She has scary eyes Something that I like But I'm terrified I can't see inside I'm terrified All alone got not place to go Can't find my way back home to you Don't know what to do You been with your dude I've been in a mood Kinda always lose, She left me in the summer Said you would stay but you were a runner You been coming over I've been never sober I've been high but I feel like I am lower Lower I'm so scared to be alone Body's cold cant feel a bone Nobody on the telephone Tryna find my way back home I don't wanna be alive I just wanna live Everybody hating on me got no fucks to give I'll just do me with my drank you know I'm bout to sip Whip it up clean with the clique everyone doubt the kid