Silence

I can feel the heat rushing over me Pressurizing, breath Gotta go to sleep I don't know you No, I don't know you Ibuprofen, Melatonin in my system All these headaches Didn't think that I would miss them Acting like you're my soulmate For like six months, then we part ways For like six months, then we're okay I guess I could say that I told you so 'Cause at this point, that's all I care about I guess I could say that I heard you wrong 'Cause at this point, you'll never hear me out Every time you're shouting, I can feel my face get red But every time there's silence, I would rather you be mad Every time you're shouting, I can feel my face get red But every time there's silence, I would rather you be mad Every time you're shouting, I can feel my face get red But every time there's silence, I would rather you be mad Every time you're shouting, I can feel my face get red But every time there's silence, I would rather you be mad But wait We were in love just the other day You're mad that I'm not talking much But I don't know what else to say I got people backing me But why you gotta be this way Never really had to play But you started a different game Messing 'round with guys And telling me not to worry Maybe your thoughts are blurry But it's clear that you had hurt me Was the alcohol and marijuana clouding all your vision You didn't have to listen but you've come to your decision Joplin's missing me Missing the messages that you're sending me Saw you read and never answered So I'm never responding Like "SRY my phone died" Same could be said for my soul like Hitting reset on my whole life Not the "we could still be friends" type Guess I apologize I ruined all of it Should have let my girl just flirt around and fill her bucket list You found another me How quick you'd have to be We ended tragically But savor me the tragedy Every time you're shouting, I can feel my face get red But every time there's silence, I would rather you be mad Every time you're shouting, I can feel my face get red But every time there's silence, I would rather you be mad Every time you're shouting, I can feel my face get red But every time there's silence, I would rather you be mad I don't know why I don't know why I bleed so much I don't know why I don't know why you're looking like you're out for blood I don't know why I don't know why you're taking every piece of me And giving them to every single handsome boy you go and meet I don't know why I don't know why I bleed so much I don't know why I don't know why you're looking like you're out for blood I don't know why I don't know why you're taking every piece of me And giving them to every single handsome boy you go and meet Don't you know you're breaking me Baby, you're my favorite thief I guess I could say that I told you so 'Cause at this point, that's all I care about I guess I could say that I heard you wrong 'Cause at this point, you'll never hear me out Every time you're shouting, I can feel my face get red But every time there's silence, I would rather you be mad Every time you're shouting, I can feel my face get red But every time there's silence, I would rather you be mad Every time you're shouting, I can feel my face get red But every time there's silence, I would rather you be mad Every time you're shouting, I can feel my face get red But every time there's silence, I would rather you be mad