inner turmoil

I'm so drunk as f*ck, can't even find my balance in this bitch Mixin' Jager with my lean, might just top it off with a bean Lost my soul in the streets, said I'm tryna find dat bitch Steady beefin wit my bitch, not now' can't really speak I need time to myself, I need to think, Sheyla like I say please Once hear the devil in my ear, but IVY, steady prayed for me F*ck, it's time to switch the flow like how my bros do these hoes But I'm loyal to that girl, if you know, then you know I'm broker than a bitch, but she f*ck me like I'm rich My lil' down ass chick to your side, I'ma stick You my baby you my baby you my baby girl, you my baby girl You my baby you my baby yoj my baby girl, you my baby girl I got vacant insides you see the hurt up in my eyes Caught up in my thoughts, if I could then I'd cry There's no weakness, I'ma show cause I'm a man, I'd rather die Feelings that I hide and that's the truth, I'll never lie I got vacant inside yoh see the hurt up in my eyes Caught up in my thoughts, if I could then I'd cry There's no weakness, I'ma show cause I'm a man, I'd rather die Feelings that I hide and that's the truth, I'll never lie I be cooling on the reefer, it make me paranoid and all that shit I got stoners in my circle and they never pass the spliff I went weeks without no weed and I couldn't find no sleep Then got back on the lean, but it was fuckin' with my dreams Steady shakin' in my sleep, getting rigors, all that shit Sweating till the morning, I be damping on my sheets I be damping on my sheets Sweating in my sleep, getting rigors, all that shit I got vacant insides you see the hurt up in my eyes Caught up in my thoughts, if I could then I'd cry There's no weakness, I'ma show cause I'm a man, I'd rather die Feelings that I hide and that's the truth, I'll never lie I got vacant inside to see the hurt up in my eyes Caught up in my thoughts, if I could then I'd cry There's no weakness, I'ma show cause I'm a man, I'd rather die Feelings that I hide and that's the truth, I'll never lie