not in the mood.

My future self never listens to me And I don't take my past self seriously He's kind of clueless and he makes mistakes He has no idea where I am today But while I cringe at myself from 2017 My not-too-distant future self is doing the same to me And so the goal keeps moving whenever I get close Carrot on a stick, but at least I grow So I'll always disappoint And in a condescending voice I'll look down on all the choices My past self went and made And that's the issue that persists With being perfectionist Because perfection don't exist You can run towards a rainbow, but you'll never find the end I'm not in the mood to cater to my own attitude Always trying to improve, but today I'm just not in the mood I don't know why I set the bar so high I think I stretched too far and I tore my hide Tried to eat a whole meal in a single bite But my stomach is smaller than both of my eyes But while my body freezes up because I overeat I have to wonder who the hell I'm even trying to please And when I realize that it's only future me I take a big breath and I count to three Because I'll always disappoint And in a condescending voice He'll look down on all my choices No matter what I do And that's the issue that persists With being perfectionist Because perfection don't exist You can try, try, try, but it's a never-ending pursuit I'm not in the mood to cater to my own attitude Always trying to improve, but today I'm just not in the mood I said I'm not in the mood to cater to my own attitude Always trying to improve, but today I'm just not in the mood Not in the mood