wish I could drop.

My tolerance for redundance is shrinking My ambition for recognition's sinking Guess that's what happens when you do too much thinking My opposition to competition is ringing And I need to mute it It's messing up sounds from the orchestra pit Keep calling for a lifeline But when it's thrown I say I'm fine Just give me weed and red wine So I don't notice a decline It's not easy to always hide Especially from a friend of mine When I'm fully unentwined The monologue will be benign And I wish I could drop This toxic thought But when I do I'm lost The solution isn't revolutionary So why can't I manage to keep this baggage buried I'm watching the world move forward without me My fate has more weight Can someone alleviate me? Did you overestimate me? Keep calling for a lifeline But when it's thrown I say I'm fine Just give me weed and red wine So I don't notice a decline It's not easy to always hide Especially from a friend of mine When I'm fully unentwined The monologue will be benign And I wish I could drop This toxic thought But when I do I'm lost When I do I'm lost Keep calling for a lifeline But when it's thrown I say I'm fine Just give me weed and red wine So I don't notice a decline It's not easy to always hide Especially from a friend of mine When I'm fully unentwined The monologue will be benign Keep calling for a lifeline But when it's thrown I say I'm fine Just give me weed and red wine So I don't notice a decline It's not easy to always hide Especially from a friend of mine When I'm fully unentwined The monologue will be benign And I wish I could drop This toxic thought But when I do I'm lost