Mannequin

Treat me like a mannequin With nothing underneath my skin I watch you play with my head Treat me like a mannequin You touch me but I feel nothing Over and over again Even if I cry I never show emotions I just keep my body broken and they start to wonder why That's because I got some things to cope with I should talk about my overdose but I don't think we have the time Something keeps on fucking with me mentally I'm better than I´ll ever be, I'm Sorry, that's another lie I say that I'm happy, I pretend to be I know that I will never be, so I don't really wanna try I can tell you whatever but I doubt that you listen All of this time and precision, topics about how I'm living Often I cry, when I'm isn't, I'll be here, moaning and bitchin Spend all this money on mixing, for some fucking recognition Living the life i deserve, I never count up the perks Always the negative things, I tend to like when it hurts It's an emotional blur, I don't know what I am worth, I don't know Treat me like a mannequin With nothing underneath my skin I watch you play with my head Treat me like a mannequin You touch me but I feel nothing Over and over again I should go to a therapist, I'm aware of it Open up to a stranger? I'm not a fan of it I rather put it on paper, and make a track of it But thank you to the people who got my back, I will cherish it F*ck the damages, everybody's gonna die If I'm leaving, I'm receiving flowers in my afterlife They used to pass me by, now they wanna pass around Every song I made, and conversate about the way I died What do you mean? Let me go back to when i was a teen I was a nobody but i became even better, now I'm pretty close to my dream What do you mean? That i would never make it I have done it before, let me demonstrate it I was up and coming then i elevated, I was broken but then I got renovated, now we celebrating Even though I'm not okay, this is still a struggle I keep dealing with it every day One day I will fade away, it will take the pain away But I hope it's not today though Treat me like a mannequin With nothing underneath my skin I watch you play with my head Treat me like a mannequin You touch me but I feel nothing Over and over again I can see them every time that I'm closing my eyes They keep provoking, and choking me out and hope that I die I just pretend to be happy, but I feel broken inside Yeah I'm broken inside I got, a lot of anger, I want to release I know there is a lot of people that I'll never appease Open up onto the record, let the audience see That the only one I'm fighting is me Treat me like a mannequin With nothing underneath my skin I watch you play with my head Treat me like a mannequin You touch me but I feel nothing Over and over again