Heart in the Trees

Ask me what I'm feeling and I'll answer you with "nah it's fine" Not that I don't want to, learned to hide it, now it turns to wine Butcher the emotions like it's wood and hope it heals with time Hide it from my friends I hope that they don't mind Wonder what I'd have to say? If everyone but you is not there for me Bright blue days turn into grey I'll just drown away in this melody I've hidden my heart in the trees Help me 'cause it's out of reach This damn social anxiety Is what will be the end of me I don't wanna fake like I care But I'm so scared to overshare It's a long shot Hold the gunshot I have still some stuff I've left to do here I'm trying to find time to wake up again Was that just a dream, or did my self-esteem get a knock out of its throne The kingdom is shaking, walls are all making A sound no-one's heard before It feels like my heart is knocking on the door Wonder what I'd have to say? If everyone but you is not there for me Bright blue days turn into grey I'll just drown away in this melody The pain it never goes away You just gotta be open to sensuality Don't mind me 'cause I'm okay That's all I can scream when my heart is bleeding I've hidden my heart in the trees Help me 'cause it's out of reach This damn social anxiety Is what will be the end of me I don't wanna fake like I care But I'm so scared to overshare It's a long shot Hold the gunshot I have still some stuff I've left to do here Wonder what I'd have to say? If everyone but you is not there for me Bright blue days turn into grey I'll just drown away in this melody The pain it never goes away You just gotta be open to sensuality Don't mind me 'cause I'm okay Don't mind me 'cause I'm okay I've hidden my heart in the trees Help me 'cause it's out of reach This damn social anxiety Is what will be the end of me I don't wanna fake like I care But I'm so scared to overshare It's a long shot Hold the gunshot I have still some stuff I've left to do here I have still some stuff I've left to do here