My Heart in My Bank

One time, one time One time, one time Why can't I feel nothing? Yeah I'm just acting like I'm fine I ain't really fine I Cross out the pain with the Cross out the pain with the drank I'm flooding the shit in my bank I'm flooding the safe in my bank None of these vatos is safe This bih broke my heart This bih broke my aye All of these bitches they play games I don't got time for that Already bad enough my daddy said that he don't love me back And I'm just crying on my own again And I'm just tryna make it home again I don't go time for these losers, these posers, these pussies, these opps I'm just tryna figure out where I belong before this life stops Never thought I would make it twenty-three man I made it so far I'm okay with the fact if I die tonight and my body just drop Cuz I'm not okay, I swear to God Yeah I'm not okay, no, not at all I just needa talk to God one time Cuz if I die and I don't go to heaven this time Might just go to hell for the f*ck of it My mind so dark and twisted I ain't even fucking witcha I'm walking outside with my pistol on me, man I got a death wish It hurt me so bad because I love you, and I would kill for a kiss One time, one time Don't act like you fine I'm pouring up this drank I'm tryna sip the whole pint I'm tryna end my life I thought about it when I was nine I thought about it when this bitch left Never again, never mine Never again, never mine, yeah Don't worry about me I'm fine, yeah