reminiscing

Yeah, you've caught me reminiscing 'bout a time A time that has now long since gone by Yeah, you've caught me reminiscing 'bout a life Now I'm living with regret and all this strife And I know That I can't Change a thing But that won't stop me from trying No, that won't stop me from feeling No, that won't stop me from thinking What could I have done? What can I do now? How can I feel free After all I've done? And it's a blame game Was it her or me How can I make you see That I am really, oh, I'm sorry Yes I am sorry I take responsibility And I'm not sure I'm where I wanna be Because I'm not sad But I'm sure as hell not happy Cause there's nothing to feel anything about It's a new chapter And all I can do while I'm on this route Is fill it with laughter Let the days that have long since gone by Stay in the past, goodbye I will always remember you I will always cherish you But if you believe that we're through Who am I to search for you?