deluded

I got a lot to say I got a lot to do Shawty don't run away i'll catch up to you Got these problems holding me down Inside there's a lot of frowns I don't wanna live my life stuck in this town Praying that I'll make it Lost stupid wasted I'm adjacent to you Imma face it right now That it won't work out Got smoke in the clouds Boy remember me Yeah i'm the one you put down Crying from these sounds I see voices in the air And when I disappear Just pretend I was never here I'm deluded by your sight Lost in confusion Duality of dark and light You are my illusion I'm waiting outside for you Knocking on heavens door Inside my heart there is a war White and black checkerboards Running for my life I been running for this life Ghost creep in my mind Just tell me it's alright Broken glass on the floorboards Extraction of what was once before And what side I should turn to Angel in corridor lie to me again The truth is a secret and we all pretend That we're getting better Apples left out to rot This dream is a thought That I never should of come upon What I came across when i so so young Made me run away from everyone I love I got a lot to say I got a lot to do Shawty don't run away i'll catch up to you Got these problems holding me down Inside there's a lot of frowns I don't wanna live my life stuck in this town Praying that I'll make it Lost stupid wasted I'm adjacent to you Imma face it right now That it won't work out Got smoke in the clouds Boy remember me Yeah i'm the one you put down Crying from these sounds I see voices in the air And when I disappear Just pretend I was never here I'm deluded by your sight Lost in confusion Duality of dark and light You are my illusion