Freedom

I can feel it, going down again The shaking nerves, my empty soul Trying Crying Running Screaming Can't find a way out She's pushing me down and it feels like I'm starting to learn I'm holding my breath and I feel like I'm falling in love Longing for my freedom Never thought I'd feel so cold again Praying for something to give me a reason to stay Trying Crying Running Screaming Can't find a way out She's pushing me down and it feels like I'm starting to learn I'm holding my breath and I feel like I'm falling in love A touch of her darkness can heal with a smile on her face I'm fighting for life and I realize there's nowhere to hide Longing for my freedom What if I get away? Will you be there to get me back Is this where I'm supposed to be? Will all be well? Trying, crying, running, screaming, give me strength