Fear

So I try to think I will be alright No there's nothing that will freak me out tonight So I fear And I wonder what more can December take Yes a light seems to shine on my tender days Them I fear I'll retch it out and I will become someone else This side of me I won't like as far as I'll guess The seas of acquaintance will trickle tonight And I live my life in fear And I live my life and my whole world's drowning in fear Sunshine pierces my skin somehow And these people pretend they're happy for now This I fear Car rides dissipate in the blink of an eye And the outside is blacker than the moon tonight When I fear William come save me from this sunrise A brand new day is full of new inner disguises I feel I exist but I don't feel alive So I spend my time in fear And I live my life and my whole world's drowning in fear I'll retch it out and I will become someone else This side of me I won't like as far as I'll guess The seas of acquaintance will trickle tonight And I live my life in fear And I live my life and my whole world's drowning in fear So I try to think I will be alright No there's nothing that will freak me out tonight So I fear