Ath Ballad

My heart is sings it bleeds it sings My heart is sings it bleeds it beats Still i dont know what its for Ive tried and failed and tried again Although it doesnt a mean thing Still i try to do my best whether its broken whehther its coming from the past I tried to relapsed but i can never seem to get past All the time i was at home All that time alone All that time at home I was spending on my own I was worried about going Never see no friends Never see no one Never get no texts Never seem to worry about me shit Used to txt my cousins  Havent seen em in a minute They aint worried about me Always worry about them They aint check up on me  Used to check up on them  They aint worried about shit  I aint worried then shit What the fucks going on  This whole facad been raised made my life hell Life left chasing Life left racin My mom wont stay My mom left My dads the only one i got left really besides my girlfriend Things'll never be the same Corrode  The things left unsaid or that go unheard  Corrode Whether the darkness from the past Coulda never seen past all that Could of turned out real bad Could of turned out all black 10 years