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I really never know Where to begin Can't say the words So imma grab the pen We can't pretend Forgive all sins Making amends Begin again I really never know Where to begin Can't say the words So imma grab the pen We can't pretend Forgive all sins Making amends Begin again I'm in a haze Life is hard Stumble through the maze I can't even concentrate Feeling all the pressure Carry all the weight I bear the pain I'm independent But also very dependable Been wishing it could last I know it's expendable Pick up the phone and call You know that I'll drop it all Just to check Make sure you aren't a wreck We'll take the next step Send you on your way Hint of light Seize the day All by myself I could never stay Where do I begin Can't say the words So imma grab the pen I really never know Where to begin Can't say the words So imma grab the pen We can't pretend Forgive all sins Making amends Begin again I really never know Where to begin Can't say the words So imma grab the pen We can't pretend Forgive all sins Making amends Begin again Make a choice Take a risk Here's the sacrifice Fighting and scrapping for life It's not nice How do I survive What does it mean to thrive? I can never stop asking why How you feel? Are you honest? Can you keep it real? Hold it all in Just to let it spill How you feel? Are you honest? Can you keep it real? Hold it all in Just to let it spill I really never know Where to begin Can't say the words So imma grab the pen We can't pretend Forgive all sins Making amends Begin again I really never know Where to begin Can't say the words So imma grab the pen We can't pretend Forgive all sins Making amends Begin again Keep it pushing Pose for the picture Never missing A little superficial Do what you can to make it Tell me how to get by They say you gotta fake it Well life is hard Too much contemplating These are my thoughts All my feelings Used to keep 'em waiting Had 'em on the back burner You grow with time I'm a fast learner I really never know Where to begin Can't say the words So imma grab the pen We can't pretend Forgive all sins Making amends Begin again