Ultramarine

And I try to live this life with a light in my mind But the ocean tides crash inside Formed by stress and anxiety It is trying to close me off From the entrance of peace And leaving me here alone to try to push against it The mist makes me shiver My spirit quivers My mind is filled with withered atmosphere Sick with emotion, sick with longing For the mental torment to disappear The self sabotaging waves Try to drown me My mind is colored in pain My spirit colored in ultramarine The self sabotaging ways The self sabotaging waves The self sabotaging ways The self sabotaging waves Washed away by the state of mind Washed away by the pain Swept into a cold light The self sabotaging waves Try to drown me My mind is colored in pain My spirit colored in ultramarine The violet fears Try to crash me My mind is colored in fear My spirit colored in ultramarine The self sabotaging ways Try to drown me My mind is colored in pain My soul colored in dark navy The violent fears Try to attack me My mind is colored in fear My spirit colored in dark navy Days and days Waves and waves My spirit is a wave It shakes and breaks Days and days Days and days Pain and pain My soul is ashamed It shakes and shakes