grudge

Sweating out a hangover, it's coming out my eyes I've been waiting for something to burn but I never set the fire Do it for me, say you're sorry I draw stars after everything I say Wish it wasn't true, I won't hang up on you I'm sure you threw the whole phone away When I all but begged you to leave me Start the war, I'll end it early I will Hating you was difficult, I turned over my leaf Into bigger shoes and newer news, petitioning your release To the principles I never hired, some enlightened truth That your disrespectful shots at gentle are just part of how you're bruised I'm empathetic I am a veteran to boys with dads they never hugged You're not the first to be a dick, but you were the most fun Do it for me, say you're sorry I draw stars after everything I say Wish it wasn't true, I won't hang up on you I'm sure you threw the whole phone away Please do not indulge, my mercy is a fault and it's taking me this way I don't like to lose, it was all a game with you That I never let you explain When I all but begged you to leave me Start the war, I'll end it early I did Nights are short and shifts are long and nobody can move me In the way you did, I'm playing it, I'm wearing out the movie It's all shapes and blurs, I'm coming to terms with dust that just won't settle But, if you'd open, I could close it I could say a chestful Do it for me, say you're sorry Do it for me, say you're sorry I draw stars after everything I say Wish it wasn't true, I won't hang up on you I'm sure you threw the whole phone away Please do not indulge, my mercy is a fault and it's taking me this way I don't like to lose, it was all a game with you That I still want to learn how to play I would call it what you want, tonight or for the month I love to love, never could hold a grudge I would call it what you want, tonight or for the month I love to love, never could hold a grudge