heartbeat song

Closer, closer I am only to be seen Closer, closer Everything that is, is me Bass beat in the staircase, it's the gift that keeps on giving I give with every break and you are gifted 'cause you know me Oh, oh There's a heat wave in the valley so my sheets change and you have me In your palm and I'm a handful For now he's being gentle Keep a toothbrush in his top drawer, joke that I got what I came for No rush that I could outrun Calls me "angel," I become one Blessing Saturdays and hesitations, but he tightens his fist The Uber driver asks my name, I don't know what the answer is Made the drive out to the canyon but the view, I couldn't stand it I had to look up from the bottom I think that's what I thought I wanted Off my shoulder, tossed the salt, and I jumped so I could fall It should've killed me but I'm lucky Thank the Gods for eat pray loving Made a friend back in the hostel, spilled my guts and split a bottle "If I could, I would be different" She said "that don't sound like forgiveness" Oh, oh Ursa Minor from the campsite I'm a liar but I stand by every gut wrenching confession It wasn't love but I still meant it On the brink, you saw my worst side I'm not embarrassed for the first time Closest I've been to the truth since the first day I met you That Reputation Era, I'm still scared of snakes and skinny jeans Every drunk text, think it won't end, and then you're fucking free That Reputation Era, I'm still scared of what you took from me Sewed my skin down, threw your shit out Now, I'm everything I'm not a stunt, I'm not your baby I don't think you'd like me lately In a body not a corpse You can keep resisting or you can call it home You can call the war off and be better, now you know Dancing in your crew socks, things are still good when they're not You are better, you are whole, you can call it home You can call it home and swallow every sword that you have thrown Party tricks in your own house, you don't have to do that now You're better, you are whole, you can call it home You are better, you are whole, you are home I am better, I am whole, I am home