taxi alone

The city's different when I'm sober An alley's just a blind spot and the junkie's not a heartthrob Things are different when you're over Put all my cash into a dive fund, suck the venom out of my cut Three shots and the knots come loose Spilling out my body, he still hasn't called me Crying in the hallway, it never seemed to solve things Burned alive but playing it cool Sweep up all my ashes, I'm smarter than this kid shit But here I go again grave digging in ditches Friday night and I'm here again Sixteen candles as I'm walking in, oh Another empty gaze Another two drinks to my face A hundred girls, can you tell us apart? Shamelessly begging you to break my heart A head rush and a chill down to the bone But I'm still in the taxi alone I wrote my future self a letter Did you get married in East County? Did you meet him at a party? A good story so I'm not boring when I'm forty Am I still going clubbing? I never really liked it Not the cheap beer not the mosh pits Not the let down when he turns around Dead end but I just don't quit One for the forced fate, two for the mixtape I already made before I even know your last name The more they squirm the tighter I grip Call up all my exes, demand to hear the lessons I know that they learned after we finally left things Hey Friday night and I'm here again Sixteen candles as I'm walking in, oh Another empty gaze Another two drinks to my face A hundred girls, can you tell us apart? Shamelessly begging you to break my heart A head rush and a chill down to the bone But I'm still in the taxi alone Aren't they supposed to be in love with me? Belle of the ball, Queen MTV Is this Hollywood or is this just naive? If happy endings don't exist I'll take whatever I can get A beating heart, I don't care about the rest Friday night and I'm here again Sixteen candles as I'm walking in The film cuts short, the crew goes home The damsel in distress dies alone My fate was always written in the stone A good cry and a chill down to the bone But I'm still in the taxi alone