Letter To My Ex

Used to be dark times, tears falling after work Used to wonder what it'd be like if I wasn't on this earth Who would be missing me? Who's heart would I tear in peace? Years after, who'd be throwing roses at my feet? You took my trust away, I feel my heart decay First you cheated, then you beat me, told me I'm to blame Lockin' myself in hotels, people were calling for help Didn't know what to do with myself, only God in me knew how I felt I know some things don't sound easy as it seems Used to say the hardest part ever was to leave Then one day I got the nerve to go and grab the keys Disappeared from relationships that never brought me peace I gotta live my life, my life, my life I gotta live my life, my life I gotta live my life, I gotta live my life, I gotta live my life, my life When we met you were so charming thought you were the one Expensive dates romantic drives we used to do for fun Where did we go wrong? When did we lose the passion? What made you do the things to me? Was it satisfaction? My friends told me to leave, sometimes I felt so weak When too much just got too much, I knew it was it for me There's someone who will appreciate your every need But you're not the guy you promised me that you would be I know some things don't sound easy as it seems Used to say the hardest part ever was to leave Then one day I got the nerve to go and grab the keys Disappeared from relationships that never brought me peace I gotta live my life, my life, my life I gotta live my life, my life I gotta live my life, I gotta live my life, I gotta live my life