Prison

Love is a crime and I'm doing time Stuck in this prison full of lies And I tell myself, I will get out some day I want to be loved, I need to feel safe But I'm afraid to open up, And if its not time Maybe it will be, In the next life Cause every time I fall, I fall straight on my face I learned to be alone when my heart starts to break And its not your fault that I am this way But I'm begging you to hurt me carefully Be gentle with me I am everything you say I am ,except its not confessed Its apart of me that I cannot accept Cause I'm use to self destructing And burning every single bridge When I get scared that my little heart will take a hit Cause every time I fall, I fall into my grave Its hard to love yourself when you were taught to hate And its not your fault that I am this way But I'm begging you to hurt me gently Have Mercy on me Ahh Ahh This is my confession of why its hard for me to stay Its time I tell you how I really feel Cause yes I'm scared to lose you But I'm scared to lose myself To something I couldn't trust was ever real So yes I'm scared to love you Cause I can barley love myself And its taking every part of me to heal This is my confession yeah its been hard for me to say Its time I tell you how I really feel So yes I really love you, but I'm trying to love myself And I hope one day you'll meet me as yourself