Stockholm Syndrome

It seems when people cut my skin I go right back to them Stockholm syndrome is my alibi Cause I love too fucking hard Yet I hate my stupid heart at the same damn time It's conflicting It's a nightmare Why am I like this Why am I here Hold me hostage while you linger Love bomb me then pull the trigger Lies, you're full of lies Hold me close than push me further Gaslight me until I wither Why, oh tell me why No one really cares when the weapon Is theirs Slicing holes inside my mind and soul Never taking blame Cause its my fault that you've changed And I ruin everything It's conflicting It's a nightmare Why am I like this Why am I here Hold me hostage while you linger Love bomb me then pull the trigger Lies, you're full of lies Hold me close than push me further Gaslight me until I wither Why, oh tell me why Let me leave Open the door Cut the tethers that you tied to our souls Cause ill stay Though I'm drowning Stockholm Syndrome is the reason I am dying Hold me hostage while you linger Love bomb me then pull the trigger Lies, you're full of lies Hold me close than push me further Gaslight me until I wither Why, oh tell me why Hold me hostage while you linger Love bomb me then pull the trigger Lies, you're full of lies