my own way

I was tryna smoke all day Make the trauma go away But I can't lie in bed no more I gotta spit and go get paid Talk a lot of shit but I ain't money made They tell me "have some patience" but all I do is fuckin' wait This my case Bitch I wanna smoke all day I am really not okay But I'm not gonna fuckin' play I'm gonna do this my own way Bitch I wanna smoke all day I am really not okay But I'm not gonna fuckin' play I'm gonna do this my own way Pickin' at my wounds, they been bleedin' all the time I got good ice on my wrist but I'm never feelin' fine I ain't tryna be depressin', just talkin' 'bout my climb Want me as a feature but that shit cost you a dime I can't fuckin' stand it You ain't a rapper, you a bandit Take your shit and then I can it I cook up with all my merit If you can't handle me then get out of my face You a big pussy, yea bitch, you a damn disgrace Stick with my day ones' till this shit over Gon' hit the lottery, I got a 4 leaf clover I was tryna smoke all day Make the trauma go away But I can't lie in bed no more I gotta spit and go get paid Talk a lot of shit but I ain't money made They tell me "have some patience" but all I do is fuckin' wait This my case Bitch I wanna smoke all day I am really not okay But I'm not gonna fuckin' play I'm gonna do this my own way Bitch I wanna smoke all day I am really not okay But I'm not gonna fuckin' play I'm gonna do this my own way