smoke sesh

Everyday I am masking up my face, never stable I struggle every day, watch me catch a vibe, got too much to say Believe me, I don't know how long I'll stay I'm bawling my eyes out on the inside Knowing damn well I'm running out of time And if you ask "who the f*ck is that guy?" This is probably what my friends reply "That's Woad in his bucket hat, smoking till his lungs get black" None of my friends got my back So I just sit back and laugh And record another track Ready to smoke on Elon's pack Fucking cracker, haha I was smokin' on a pack all day Hope to take the pain away Killin' myself while listenin' to Black Kray Line the casket for where I lay This is where I stay I was tryna find some reason or some motivation All I have in life is my education I'm only 18 but I need a vacation Gonna walk to the nearest lake and come out Jason I was tryna make it out the ground, not no more I just wanna die and drop dead to the floor My own fuckin' life is the thing that I abhor Got me in the night, stayin' up, screamin' "what for?" Hatin' my own self, this goes deeper than the core Everythin' I do just becomes a fuckin' bore Writin' up these bars feels like a god damn chore I'm tryna get away, my own head's a fuckin' war