Stronger Than That

When did I become so weak to my emotion? Yea my body's numb to my commanding devotion Oh, I appreciate, my mind thinks that I can be saved I negotiate, but he is what I craved And Ohohohhoh I want more Oh, I should go but I want more I said I wouldn't be here, but I'm back I said I wouldn't come near, oh I cracked I wish I was stronger than that, I wish I was stronger than that I said it was the last time, but I lied I said I'm gunna be fine, oh I tried I wish I was stronger; oh, I wish I was stronger And I'm constantly fighting, these thoughts in my head Worse I keep siding with a path I know is dead And oh I knew from the go, I couldn't keep my promises Oh, I pretend that I grow, and ignore what I said And Ohohohhoh I want more Oh, I should go but I want more I said I wouldn't be here, but I'm back I said I wouldn't come near, oh I cracked I wish I was stronger than that, I wish I was stronger than that I said it was the last time, but I lied I said I'm gunna be fine, oh I tried I wish I was stronger; oh I wish I was And I can't quite find the root of the reason Ohohoh why do I slide so easy? I blame the time and the feelin No no no I can't abide, ohoh I can't abide I said I wouldn't be here, I said I wouldn't come near Oh I wish I was stronger, oh I wish I was stronger I said I said it was the last time, but I lied I said I'm gunna be fine, oh I tried I wish I was stronger; oh, I wish I wish I was stronger Oh, I wish I wish I was stronger Oh, I wish I was oh I wish I was Oh, I wish I was oh I wish I was oh, I wish I wish I was stronger Oh, I wish I was oh I wish I was