New Won (what i devised)

I'm not wrong But I wanted to be I wasn't strong The next step's up to me I know things are different now You've grown in your own way I wish that we could talk, somehow Today's not the day The silence has so much to say But I need my voice to cleanse I now get why I couldn't stay We can never make amends I don't need you anymore I'm not as fragile as before The space between us never closed Maneuvering yet in repose I know I'd just go back there if we tried Helpless to un-do what I've devised The last few years I have grown, too If you saw me, you'd agree I was afraid of losing you So instead, I lost me I wonder, if we'd met today If we'd have caused such pain But that's the trip of life, they say We don't get to try again I don't need this anymore My insecurity's a bore The space between us never closed Maneuvering yet in repose I know I'd just go back there if we tried Helpless to un-do what I've devised