Cease To Exist

I can't feel your flesh as I hold you But I know that you're speaking to me as no one can see I can sense you breathe As I drift through parts of this cold room I know one time you were dancing happily, here right next to me Even though you're gone You're still around, you cease to exist within me I miss you, can't you see? Even when the sun starts to hide within the clouds It still gives, brighter than ever and never dims I promise to honor your wish to live As you're looking down from the heavens above I wrote this little letter hoping one day that you'll open it up Tears that fell from family was the ink that was brushed Upon this paper you'll see later when the gates we can touch For now, the glory's high The story always shines, the legacy won't fade Even when our hearts collide I remember when we shared a moment of time I'm sick In knowing that you had to departure in your prime The assigned can only tell if you've left for reporting I'll find one reason to believe you had to go for a purpose No more being hurt anymore, now released of all burdens Or so i reason with myself to help the season concerning Even though you're gone You're still around, you cease to exist within me I miss you, can't you see? Even when the sun starts to hide within the clouds It still gives, brighter than ever and never dims I promise to honor your wish to live One person I gave it all too, one hearse who left it all with me No laughs that light the room up, but sadness filling the seats I'm still searching for any answers and praying for you to speak Not ways of motion but oceans to calm the weak I'm shocked and stuck in this speech How things will get better but lately it won't for me I cry almost every day I need you to come back Not kissing the grave Believe in one moment that it all can change, some day you'll gain the justice you deserve Cande... Even though you're gone You're still around, you cease to exist within me I miss you, can't you see? Even when the sun starts to hide within the clouds It still gives, brighter than ever and never dims I promise to honor your wish to live