Loyalty

and I know I’m a man on my dad son and I know my granny pray for her grandson every day my mama tell me make it home safe this could be your last day ain’t no time for games so you know I’m picking up if the phone rings she’s my best friend that’s my soulmate shit you could’ve been but it’s over now I remember smoking dope but I’m sober now remember nights I have nowhere to run to if we fight it’s all good I still love you if you cross me then it’s f*ck you loyalty in my veins that’s what runs through i’ve been crossed too many times I can’t f*ck with bitches heard you talk behind my back I can’t f*ck with snitches I walk every day but I’m still relentless seen my Homies change so I’m burning bridges told my pops look I got a dollar and a dream made a wish on a star now I’m getting green only ones that’s there for me is my family I just snapped on my mom don’t stay mad at me keep your mind on the butter and not the gutter take care of your mom and your little brother you better stay off the streets they ain’t good for you good die Young so I’m hoping I can live for you and f*ck the kicks I ain’t trying to waste no money bruh i’d rather be rich and look bummy bruh get yo money up not yo funny up keep hating while I keep stacking my money up remember nights I have nowhere to run to if we fight it’s all good I still love you if you cross me then it’s f*ck you loyalty in my veins that’s what runs through and I’m trying to fight my feelings but it’s so hard trying to run for my demons but my soul scarred I can’t freeze up but I got a cold heart I grew up in the bay I’m a Coast Guard Voices in my head really make it hard to sleep I would self prescribed that’s why I was smoking weed potent as can be I was puffing on them leaves you can try to battle me but I’m really out your league