WASH AWAY (feat. Drama The Artist)

Waking up, hoping I see change Looking out my window, I see rain that's falling Hoping that it wash away the pain Yeah, hoping that it I was down on my last, reached out, nobody reached back Waking up, hoping I see change Yeah, looking out my window, I see rain that's falling Hoping that it wash away the pain Yeah, hoping that it I was down on my last, reached out, nobody reached back So many who said they would ride for me Now I'm looking like, where are they at 9th ward nobody would visit, I felt so alone Hate, I got so attached Ashamed of some friends, I knew way back then Had to leave them in the past We used to share all the laughs Homeless, I gave them a place they could crash Even when I wasn't fully on track My life was a mess, but I still had they back F*ck it, here I come in with a pack After a long day securing the bag Tired as f*ck, but still making them tracks So many times I done fell on my ass In the stu, I'm the first and the last To come out that bitch 9-5, 5 to 9 Working around the clock Barely could f*ck with my chick I'm focused on chips Making sure my bank and soul is rich Bipolar, hope my mental don't switch Bipolar, hope my feelings don't split So focused, I got caught up in the mix Sipping wock for the trip Lost a job cause I can't give you clean piss Still turning up, I knew what it meant Back when you had parties for the rent Only thing to me that's making sense Made all that money, still gotta evict Time change, but still reminisce A lot more strange than they'll admit Waking up, hoping I see change Looking out my window, I see rain that's falling Hoping that it wash away Hoping that it wash away Hoping that it wash away Hoping that it wash away Hoping that it wash away Hoping that it wash away You ever climb to the top of the building Telling the gods and the reaper you willing You ever sit upside down on your ceiling Pop a pill all the time to avoid feeling I run your problems and lose hope in healing I do this shit on an everyday basis Losing my mind, never been very patient Think about it, taking off in my spaceship Reason I'm winning cause my mind be racing Beat myself up in my head so I can't leave Waves that I'm in is so damn deep No shit to decipher my family Water on me like a canteen You ever been so depressed that you can't eat Even though you got food in the pantry Even though you got ice cream and candy Demons in your head like they the ones in the mirror Prey on your worries and fill you with fear Tell my new lies like no one wants to hear Whispering negative shit in my ear I swear that's all that I hear Voice in my head, I'm a drowning with tears I swear that's all that I hear Keep my head down, focus on my career Hoping that it wash away Talk to me don't walk away We never cooperate Guess it's how we operate Keep my head down, money on me getting spread out Deep inside I'm dead now Trapped inside, can't get out Waking up, hoping I see change Looking out my window, I see rain that's falling Hoping that it wash away the pain Hoping that it wash away Hoping that it wash away Hoping that it wash away Hoping that it wash away Hoping that it wash away Hoping that it wash away Talk to me don't walk away We never cooperate Guess it's how we operate I was down to my last, reached out, nobody reached back I was down to my last, reached out, nobody reached back So many who said they would ride for me Now I'm looking like, where are they at Now I'm looking like, where are they at