Steps I Take

Lord, how many more steps do I have to take Please send me some help before I lose my mind I know I'm equipped for all the changes made But I feel so alone it get to me sometimes Lord, how many more steps do I have to take Please send me some help before I- I can't pretend it's peaches 'n cream or all about green, uh-uh Goin' through changes, I've been off the scene Transmuting issues that I've been hiding Let's be honest I ain't depressed, but I'm sick of smiling Passin' these tests, but I feel like I ain't impressin' the professor I ain't no scholar Still put miles on the pen like I'm Jimmie Johnson Woosah, Been alone in my thoughts need to take a sip of the Hoohah...Maybe then, I could breathe for a bit I can use some yoga Bendin' like a folder Take a trip to a sandy, lil beach when this quarantine over Pray to Jehovah Continue to guide and provide While I'm lost in the sauce of my mind Tryna be positive all of the time is a lie I can't fake it; ain't even gone try 2020 wild, but it's the beginning And it'll go down as a wrinkle in time Hopefully, I... Continue to climb and the path that I'm on brings me serenity Lord, how many more steps do I have to take Please send me some help before I lose my mind I know I'm equipped for all the changes made But I feel so alone it get to me sometimes I feel so alone it get to me sometimes I feel so alone it get to me sometimes