Who Knew

I gotta get it how I want to Been losing focus, thinking 'bout it, know you thinking it's gone haunt ya Pay no attention to them demons all around you, they gone want ya You think it's really not an issue but you know it's finna stunt ya I gotta get it how I want to Look Spend these hours and these years making raps that I had But I ain't never send a single one these raps to my dad Got some people only know me for the smile 'n a dap Who really know me seen my family, my dreams, and my past Most of us we telling stories super deep wit a laugh Cause if we truly think about it, we gone reach for the gas We gone reach for the stash, we gone reach for the smash They got us questioning out breathing now we reach for the mask Do you really imagine Do you preach, do you trash Do you feel the need to talk without a question to ask I'm just talking my glass Things that's easy to crack If you notice a flag, then you might've found you a scratch Like Once upon a time you was a soul in beginnings Super fresh, It ain't no stress You wasn't worried for mentions Who can attest to that first feeling when your dream the attention Then you throw it all away because a different dimension Change the mental you had Change the way that you laugh The purest form of who you was get caught up in ya new path And I'm just speaking my facts This got me skipping on class I'm speaking true to my lacks Know this ain't time to relax So I'm going harder than a motherfu- Yea, Look Sorry ain't really sorry for being vulgar This the type of things my mental on when I be sober But if I openly talk about it they pull me over Heard I gotta move differently to make it over To the other side The grass is greener when you looking right Can't be looking for the weeds inside I just gotta take my eyes off mine Gotta work what's on my side Just another Black Boy Tryna get up out the system Tell me who gone listen Who Knew