Paradox

And I'll write these words, coming from a dark space As I contemplate, how I got here in the first place Is this pain so real Will this fear I feel ever Fade away or am I stuck with you I'm learning how to cope with what I feel I'm struggling now to fix what isn't real Is it you Is it me Will I ever be free Am I trapped here in my own head I'm in doubt, no way out Might as well be the end And I'll never leave this bed Back and forth as I battle this vice I'll go from happiness to wondering why nothing is right Am I, alright Is this, my fight You're so sick I'm just fine Paradox In my mind now Upside down Right side up Words backwards I don't feel so fine I'm learning how to cope with what I feel I'm struggling now to fix what isn't real Is it you Is it me Will I ever be free Am I trapped here in my own head I'm in doubt, no way out Might as well be the end And I'll never leave this bed Lost in my doubt Deep in my head There's no way out Stuck here again Over and over and over Toss back and forth Words like a wall Let no one in Build them up tall Over and over and over Lost in my doubt Deep in my head There's no way out Stuck here again Over and over and over Toss back and forth Words like a wall Let no one in Build them up tall Over and over and over