Commit

Feeling all warm inside Filling you up as the sun rise You know you're the only thing pulling me to the next day Slippin' down my throat, sweet tooth decay Lord say i'm sane Keeping me on my damn toes til' sun down Making sure when we in bed, i'm feeling run down Do I need another cup of sanity A double, 'nother double shot of somethin' that we ain't planned to be So crazy to me Swimming in the deep end for the first time Since I dropped out of alignment, started my grind Throwing it all behind me and sizing up my insight My resentment upheld me a smooth flight Turbulence swelling my anxiety I can't find my own purpose to grow and regrow I've seen lows and highs like tour guides All my life spent waiting another moment My aggression keeps stacking, but I don't mean to show it When the snow hits, well imma stay inside And collide my mind with new progressions in time just to stay alive I don't wanna have to wake up And stay up if i'm not ready for the day yea, day yea I don't even get a pay stub, pay stub This shits tough But everybody goes through it And I might have a chance to prove it I'm really hoping I can choose it No we can't give up Where was you at when I was in a bad state Can't fix a sad face tying up what hadn't been half laced in the first place Began to sink into the distance acting like it's fine I left it behind and let the scarab carry me away, I wanna enlighten my days I'm insane, I'm okay, I don't know what to think anymore Well, I don't know what to think anymore (ooh, whoa) So take a second and let me know what I do this for Show me what the truth can hold I acquire talents but actions that ain't been spoken for Qualities I can't ignore, I often visit I don't mean to relive it every time I speak my mind Thrown in a constant rewind, I keep correcting my lines and consciously second guessing The way that I send my message to people that used to know me I said goodbye to my homies a year and a half ago Maybe some of them feeling lonely, guess I'll never know