Retro

Vivid thoughts put me in a state I never knew I'd grow to hate I guess it's fate tho I'm about to take another trip across the ocean I'm feeling the motion without the temptation of rearranging my focus I need to elope to being in the open If it's my home then I'm gonna fly away and take in the notion of being alone And open up the potion The antidote to all the pain in life The night crawling to an end, I bend and twist while gripping the fist I'm ambidextrous I'll write 'til I break my wrist, it's getting me through I see through simple minded thoughts whenever something ain't true Realize it's something to do When my mind is on it's own flight Travelling through the time zones experiencing new heights Forty-thousand feet up ascending deep into the night I could crash at any time but if I did I'd be alright If you told me to I'd do whatever you want, whenever you feel Just tell me it's real I would never leave you cryin' in the side of my ninety-five coupe ride I'm too fly to slide Make no assumption, I'm just living my life You take a jab, I take a kimbo slice I cant lie she leaving me so I can do right (If you told me to) What we're doing isn't for the faint of mind Leave a lesson at my steps every time I'm in decline Now I feel like what you're doing is a crime If every wish is just a prayer then I'm waiting for the day I see the light What we're doing isn't for the faint of mind Leave a lesson at my steps every time I'm in decline Now I feel like what you're doing is a crime If every wish is just a prayer then I'm waiting for the day I see the light What we're doing isn't for the faint of mind Leave a lesson at my steps every time I'm in decline Now I feel like what you're doing is a crime If every wish is just a prayer then I'm waiting for the day I see the light (If you told me to) Lookin' back to see what this has all taught me I see another body floating while my own is rotting I can't turn around for a second Cuz I might recognize another set of broken eyes that be lookin' just like mine I'm sorry that I can't re-align every star in the sky Making the light shine brighter, where my tears falling Tracing the lines between the earth and where the clouds break the atmosphere Seeing all the fear in the minds of people that brought me here I see it so clear Sometimes I feel like I should disappear but I'm so near field feeling looking out from the pier Until it's broken and I'm stuck choking, deep in the ocean And for a moment I can see the light right in the open And now the life support is what's keeping me floating