Stckhlm

I sit and tell my story as the light begins to fade It's known as closure, giving periods to moments I've relived I know it's pressing when your eyes are dimming, capping off your life It's harder knowing I could help but not knowing if it's right I tell you what you gotta know And all the things I couldn't say When I was young I understood the messages, you couldn't stay When mom was sad, I put a hand up on her tear-ridden face We used some cookie dough to numb our minds and ventured into space We had each other and the thought that it would all end up okay My life was perfect on the surface due to internal decay Perceived as a trophy but not one you could display Okay, it may sound like resentment but I love you all the way You leavin' home ain't takin' the heard with you, priority first Putting my words together in a different order like you heard it first Thankful for getting me out of a city that could have put me in a hearse Still I'm stuck in the dirt, I'm feeling the worst I think I'm blessed by a curse It's no use bringing up the times you messed With my head, put it to rest Open to forgiveness All the times you put me down to bed Knowing what you said I'd still come back Yea my body's been preserving in the snow, while I hibernate I'm hiding in the coves while I'm alone Where they won't find me I'm feeling amazing Are my feet on the clouds, or am I awake Lucid dreams won't even keep away my body aching Heart beating at a rate that most couldn't take I should be dead if I ain't mistaken Every day I put my life at risk and at any moment, man it could be taken That being said I hated to leave it which is kinda funny when my nose bleedin' Putting my mind through images of sudden death If I could find out when life would end I'd live the rest of mine stuck in the same body Wondering when I could get another line into my mind It'll be a few before I go blind A little height was all that I needed to keep me smilin' I guess thats what happened when I took a flight and crash landed on an island