Theta

Running 'round in circles trying to keep my focus, in the jungle I'm swingin' shout it if you see what's wrong with me Leaving at the point of defeat, I don't know why I love to see you bleed Every move you made I didn't agree You can feed on my heart And tear me apart You were the one that held your tongue from the beginning I couldn't stand the feeling of letting you down Should I keep 'em reeling in or should I leave this town I'm seeing the cars passing by me as I'm walking down the highway My conscience is always tryna get up in my way People wanna come and ruin my day, I see the runway Debate on tumbling Throw my body in front of vehicles I don't wanna see tomorrow even if it's sunny I could go on but wont be content with the outcome Like give me another drum I could be banging on So I can keep my rhythm going with a different flow Switch up my mentality and show from my residual being and keep breathing Don't get caught up in the ebb and flow The paradigms of the mind are perpetual How much is it though Is there a monthly fee If there's a price tag, is it there to make me bleed I see the trees falling, lightning striking the mountain The one that could be young, make me younger at the fountain I'm looking to the stars but still I'm counting It's getting to the point, no decline, give me time I know I can make it better if I rhyme, I'm in line It's a common misconception that a smile and a shrine Can be giving you control of the night and my right Spinning webs of truth so that I can climb them later It's a different sort of feeling when your memories are data Nostalgia to sin theta, running backwards from a traitor Feeling any paranoia that our life is just a beta Killing all my brain cells just thinking of her face I wanna be in a constant ascent to a better place One with riches, recognition, and a bed to rest my case I'm at war with my polarity, I know you can relate I wanted to last This whole love thing went fast Pretty soon I'll be passed My decisions turning rash Many things in my frame I'm writing it down, with the fear of defeat Substance abuse, an excuse to motivate It's trickling down but what decides our fate And I don't know if there's a calm before the storm this time But I'll try to make it right We're losing our sight You're gone for the night But I'll be outside, tell me when the moments right (Ooh oh) It's getting to the point, no decline I know I can make it better if I rhyme It's a common misconception that a smile Can be giving you control of the night It's getting to the point, no decline I know I can make it better if I rhyme It's a common misconception that a smile Can be giving you control of the Why you say we act so different, It hurts to see the distance Feel like I'm keeping my mind listening to the instances that deluded 'Til I'm questioning all the things I already know but you tell me not to ask twice Give it a li'l bit of spice and blend up the texture of my sacrifice, I let go of everything I move onto better things who wanna leave the fight I'm in it to win it, this my kinda sinnin' this time I'm gon' flex my right To get in your business, to pull on your feelings Don't give me a minute, this how I been livin' inside a bubble Don't fool with us unless you want some trouble I told you that I tried to make it up the hill but my tires spinning And the ice don't seem to be thinning, even when the sun shines I be getting declined I don't think I would confide even if my pride was taking me over The weight that you put on my shoulders should be slipping down But I'm adding a pound every day I get older Losing all control, feeling my fingers go numb I'm sticking it to the people who held me on it so low Well my pedestal is rising and I'm set to grow home To my chapel in the clouds where I'm gonna grow old