Landed On Mars

It's so unexpected I've struggled to find any point of comparison And now that I've left it But don't know if I could ever have wanted this Not sure that I would ever have wanted me Ever wanted me Certainly different, got to the side Of what should I focus on I'm just a participant Honoring faith before anything greater comes Honoring faith before anything greater comes Anything greater comes It's so unexpected (it's certainly different) I've struggled to find Any point of comparison And now that I've left it (just a participant) But don't know if I could ever have wanted this Not sure what I would ever have wanted, now Ever wanted that