manic

In a city all alone for the meantime Take a hit and go looking for the sunrise This shit is boring Take my soul How much longer until you finally get here These walls feel like a cell, huh I'm in hell Maybe I could finally get on the mend I'm imperfect, I'm estranged, I can take the blame And when I get alone I, I only feel afraid But I feel like I can turn the masses Let me captivate you 'cuz this year has only been bad shit Let's just set it off Let's just set it off Let's just set it off Using liquor drown the memories I really think it's helping me Because you always tell me things You really think it's hurting me But you don't know anxiety But maybe I've been living fast But being slow leaves place for mind to reach way back into the past You say I'm living out of my mind You say I'm manic half of the time It's like when I'm down you try to bring me up But when I'm up you try to bring me down and back to earth Why can't I just go out on the weekends You make me stay inside where I'm the weakest Is there something I don't see, or refuse to believe 'Cuz all I hear and all I feel is you controlling me 'Cuz all I hear and all I feel is you controlling me But I feel like I can turn the masses Let me captivate you 'cuz this year has only been bad shit Let's just set it off Let's just set it off Let's just set it off Using liquor drown the memories I really think it's helping me Because you always tell me things You really think it's hurting me But you don't know anxiety But maybe I've been living fast But being slow leaves place for mind to reach way back into the past