Late August

Season changes make me feel warm Hallucinating the feeling of my waist in your arms Calling a moment forever seems to do no harm Until you find it interrupted by your alarm I promise I'm not bitter, I don't even truly care That I'm trying not to panic every time I'm made aware That you're moving on, ignore my gut as it swears Every person you sleep with is another affair I've been wearing your sweaters despite the summer heat Anticipating September flashbacks to our first meet And I've written some letters I'd never send they're too sweet There's perfect moments I'm missing like syncing our heartbeats There's a ghost of your lips on my mouth And I can't seem to scrub the taste of you out It's been longer than forever since we traveled south A route I wouldn't have taken with anyone else I promise I'm not bitter, I don't even truly care That I'm trying not to panic every time I'm made aware That you're moving on, ignore my gut as it swears Every person you sleep with is another affair I've been wearing your sweaters despite the summer heat Anticipating September flashbacks to our first meet And I've written some letters I'd never send they're too sweet There's perfect moments I'm missing like syncing our heartbeats Now late August, time's moving but I stay still I picked up drinking, get me another refill The doctor throws me on some antidepressant pill But the hole you left cannot be filled This new boy is so sweet, he covered my bill But the ending is written and I know it will End soon, I'll leave once this loses thrill Cause everyone but you is just a pointless kill I've been wearing your sweaters despite the summer heat