New Fate

(Seasonal affective disorder is a type of depression that's related to changes in seasons. SAD begins and ends at about the same times every year) Crisp air, pale skies Trees bare, leaves fly Despair and getting by Declare a reason why Yearly I think my depression comes in seasons I guess I find comfort in having some kind of reason April showers, beach day Leaf pile, fireplace Anticipate a change As if it ever doesn't stay Gingerbread, birthday cake Late at night, wide awake Waste my youth, lie in wait Check the stars, no new fate (if you're like most people with SAD, your symptoms start in the fall and continue into the winter months, sapping your energy and making you feel moody.) Blank stare, stay inside Little care for my life Double dare me to survive Another year or till summertime Yearly I think my depression comes in seasons I guess I find comfort in having some kind of reason April showers, beach day Leaf pile, fireplace Anticipate a change As if it ever doesn't stay Gingerbread, birthday cake Late at night, wide awake Waste my youth, lie in wait Check the stars, no new fate Snowbanks try to kill me but I'll ignore it Just got to wait until the rain is pouring Sun showers got to cure it Cause I can't live a life this gray and boring Forever April showers, beach day Leaf pile, fireplace Anticipate a change As if it ever doesn't stay Gingerbread, birthday cake Late at night, wide awake Waste my youth, lie in wait Check the stars, no new fate