Rubber Band

Illness has run my life since i was eight I would research mental health just so that I could relate To something Had so much anxiety, constantly stuck in wait While my brain was screaming out, along with my heart rate "Just jump in" Snap a rubber band on your wrist when you get an urge Reading tips for quitting while still on the verge Cause I knew me and my illness would inevitably converge But I knew there was another side and I knew I would emerge Now this rubber band stopped helping it just cuts off my circulation So in time, when I'm ready, I'll box it up for donation And I'll read a few self help books, and I'll take my medication Buy a few more fucking crystals and practice meditation Oh I'll teach myself to drive once I have the motivation I'll make a stupid vision board and tell myself affirmations I'll treat every little milestone with the biggest celebration Cause I've worked too damn hard to only see the destination I'll prove to younger me we're not just someone people hate We're here to tell people through the things that we create That we care So I'll turn my pain to lyrics, write about my expiration date And pray that I help someone be a little bit more late To theirs Snap a rubber band on your wrist when you get an urge Reading tips for quitting while still on the verge Cause I knew me and my illness would inevitably converge But I knew there was another side and I knew I would emerge Now this rubber band stopped helping it just cuts off my circulation So in time, when I'm ready, I'll box it up for donation And I'll read a few self help books, and I'll take my medication Buy a few more fucking crystals and practice meditation Oh I'll teach myself to drive once I have the motivation I'll make a stupid vision board and tell myself affirmations I'll treat every little milestone with the biggest celebration Cause I've worked too damn hard to only see the destination Now this rubber band stopped helping it just cuts off my circulation (Snap a rubber band on your wrist when you get an urge) So in time, when I'm ready, I'll box it up for donation (Reading tips for quitting while still on the verge) And I'll read a few self help books, and I'll take my medication (Cause I knew me and my illness would inevitably converge) Buy a few more fucking crystals and practice meditation (But I knew there was another side and I knew I would emerge) Oh I'll teach myself to drive once I have the motivation (Snap a rubber band on your wrist when you get an urge) I'll make a stupid vision board and tell myself affirmations (Reading tips for quitting while still on the verge) I'll treat every little milestone with the biggest celebration (Cause I knew me and my illness would inevitably converge) Cause I've worked too damn hard to only see the destination ( But I knew there was another side and I knew I would emerge)