undesirable

Six month sober streak goes down to zero The guilt is drowning me, they think I'm a hero The pit of my stomach's a dark fucking place Does sick enough even exist No matter how tiny the wrist A new worse goal always awaits Now I morph into the undesirable I wish my brain was rewireable Guess I'm a f*ck up I can't do shit right I can't eat my supper The future's not bright Yeah I'm a f*ck up All cause my body ain't light Therapist's saying I have a perfect body Shouldn't you know that's not what I see My mind's eye is going blind Now I morph into the undesirable I wish my brain was rewireable Guess I'm a f*ck up I can't do shit right I can't eat my supper The future's not bright Yeah I'm a f*ck up All cause my body ain't light F*ck up Can't do shit right Can't eat my supper Future's not bright F*ck up All cause my body ain't light