Gratitude

How am i suppose to show my gratitude When everything I do is just another Thing to be attacked by you (you) And criticized how am I suppose to thrive On a minimum wage or less Every day is a struggle just to stay alive i guess (I guess?) That' s just the way it goes But am I about to accept that? Hell no The years come and go Hail and snow crushing down Making me feel ice cold Holding the balance between the poles so Am I the equator or just an operator? Either way in my life I'm the common denominator My part in this skit So I have to get up and deal with my shit Use to be a compensator heard I am a generator Don't know what I'm energizing But I guess i figure that out later Or could you tell me? No! Cuz you don't know jack (shit) Now get your stuff together And meet me evenly matched (bitch) Eye to eye face to face You realize your shoe is untied And feel the need to bow to his grace Yeah! And I'm graceful like that I don't calculate it's all instinct on these tracks Tho I strategize and memorize Sometimes even hypnotize But that happens mostly when you read between the lines so That's your own fault if you follow More than heartbreak and sorrow 'Bout to turn this town into my own sleepy hollow And I'm the headless rider Atlas of the alps bout to make the horizon wider now Don't show this to show off I show up to the show down And show em how it goes down So you know how to receive me when i come to your town With open arms and a smile instead of a frown And to keep this thing rolling Who is it addressed at now? Everyone that interjects Critics the bastards I'll take your feed back I mean pull your feet back Make you crack your head open So I can see that (wow) There is nothing inside Not even a soul (No!) Head heart hand That's how that it goes We are leading by example Zoulist in this making beats picking samples Then I get them and set an example For example I've been doing this for the love afraid to earn Now I gotta Before I'm a ghost floating above my own urn Wondering what else these egos made me learn Now here's my chance I will not be disturbed Back in the flesh I have been waiting my turn Here and now bout to make my own soul burn