Fade Away

I fade away I fade away this time Escape my brain Take something to clear my mind I fade away I fade away this time To escape my brain I take something to clear my mind Think I'll have another drink That's what I have told myself a few times (Self a few times) Maybe I can finally think More clearly with a little Boost to my broken mind But it comes at a cost 'Cause now I'm doing it every day Just to feel alive in a different way Just to realize way down the line that I left myself behind Maybe that's the reason I'm in such malaise Wonder if it's numbering my listful days Wondering if anyone has ever found freedom this way I fade away I fade away this time Escape my brain Take something to clear my mind I fade away I fade away this time To escape my brain I take something to clear my mind I fade away I fade away this time Escape my brain Take something to clear my mind I fade away I fade away this time To escape my brain I take something to clear my mind Stop Tip my head back How the f*ck did I end up on this track? A self-medicating mess never dealing with the stress And I'm searching for the answers Only way that I know best Look out (What) Here I come If you wanna feel good well then you'd better run (Run run run) A dark cloud is following me And I consume alcohol 'till I'm blind and I can't see But when I'm left to my own devices I accumulate vices, I don't care what the price is And just when I thought I've got so far I'm searching for sleep at the bottom of a pill jar So if you see me in a washed-up haze (washed-up haze) Let me know and I'll be gone for days (gone for days) Tryna navigate this life like a maze So watch me fall as I fade away (fade away) I fade away I fade away this time Escape my brain Take something to clear my mind I fade away I fade away this time To escape my brain I take something to clear my mind I fade away I fade away this time Escape my brain Take something to clear my mind I fade away I fade away this time To escape my brain I take something to clear my mind I fade away I fade away this time Escape my brain Take something to clear my mind I fade away I fade away this time To escape my brain I take something to clear my mind I fade away I fade away this time Escape my brain Take something to clear my mind I fade away I fade away this time To escape my brain I take something to clear my mind I fade away I fade away this time Escape my brain Take something to clear my mind I fade away I fade away this time To escape my brain I take something to clear my mind Take something to clear my mind Take something to clear my mind My mind, my mind, my mind, my mind My mind