Dark

My attitude is starting to change Less rage and more thanks What is this smile here on my face? Is this real? Am I fake? I was told I deserve to be happy I don't think I'm ready for it to happen I'm laughing I'm calm I answer when you call me Waiting for the dark side To come back to haunt me There will always be a place inside me That everybody says is pretty frightening There will always be a voice in my head To bring me back to the dark side again It's Dark It's Dark I said it's Dark It's Atlas yeah It's dark I'm running from a shark I'm too slow Life's hard but death is scary got nowhere that I wanna go I am smart but that's my curse I see the words that you never say I don't wanna live today nah The thoughts are pessimistic realistic more or less the same The future isn't there but there's a coffin with my name Blame is such a harsh term for shame I wanna quit the game All my heroes die of suicide so put a white lighter in my pocket I will follow them with pride Wish I would've made myself my only ride or die Die I think it's my time You'll be sorry no you won't Too busy for my funeral They'll bury me beneath the sand Microphone still in hand Planes will land my ex will f*ck People will pretend they care Write it on my coffin Life's not fair nah Suicidal thoughts creepin' under my skin Got no reason to be sad but remember your love is sin You might go to Hell for that the devil serve gin? Or whiskey? That's my drink Hell yeah count me in I got two sides love and hate They are not on speaking terms I got two brides they're the same I got a type for germs My heart broke and turned to ash Passion turned to rage and rap Soul was raped by Bitch and slap F*ck the world I'm goin' back Now I'm mad now I'm sad Rapid cycles coming back What do I do when I don't know Where my own emotions at Rage hate f*ck date Always late smiles rare Not a care and I share way too much That is why you stare yeah My owns thoughts drive me crazy Don't call me baby I know you hate me Think you know me but you ain't me If you knew you'd never date me You can fake it but I know When you lie when you show Me the real you or just a show Getting high cause I am low We can work no we can't I am lost you are bad I find myself In you like I might as well just be my dad Lost my mind that's a fact It's been gone since way back Nothing left my heart is black Understand that I am the rap Understand that I am the rap