First Love

You held me in your arms Never did I think or feel any alarms The comfort and safe haven You drown me in your security, you made me cave in Grabbed me by the hand and I felt your spirit move in my heart I knew in that moment if you left, I'd fall a part I knew when we collided, our souls were united Like the north start you guided, no longer was I misguided I was your girl, you made me feel so special Your eyes welcomed my soul, I could feel our potential Your presence demanded the room No longer was I in gloom, it was you I consume Like the stars in the sky, you and I are aligned My feelings for you are one of a kind Like combustion, I feel the fire burning through my soul, in my chest Finally my life, was. blessed Do you think of me, like I think you? Your touch, smell and presence, I miss you My first love was you It's so hard to confess, do you feel all this too? I miss you Do you think of me, like I think you? Your touch, smell and presence, I miss you My first love was you It's so hard to confess, do you feel all this too? I miss you Take me by my hand, removing my crayons Looking behind me, my childhood gone Following you into our sanctuary When maybe I should be watching Tom and Jerry The kitchen was our home, where everything started This place for me was deeply uncharted Behind me you would stand Hand on my waistband Calling me your protege Always making me feel at bay Door open wide, suddenly, you're pushing me to the side Like a cockroach, was I now a pesticide? The steam, the heat, between us was so powerful You'd pick me up, put me down, I was powerless Stirring up a delight Creating an appetite Sweat on your brow As you started to plough Boiling point reached My life now. Breached Do you think of me, like I think of you? Your touch smell and presence, I miss you My first love was you It's so hard to confess, do you feel all this too? I miss you Do you think of me, like I think you? Your touch, smell and presence, I miss you My first love was you It's so hard to confess, do you feel all this too? I miss you You packed up and left No note, no word, just emptiness I cried for you, I would have died for you What did I do to lose you? I beg, I plead, I fall to my knees My heart is frozen, only you is what I need Memories of you is all I have left, it's hard to confess That one day, they'll become less A broken girl is all you see I am not everything you wanted me to be Just please I cry, come back one last time I cannot accept you are my pastime Mentally ripping pictures of you and I If I never had you, I wanted to die Wishing the ground would swallow me whole Like a thief in the dark, my heart you stole Do you feel any remorse? Do you have a soul? Was this your objective? did you achieve your goal? You were my home Now where do I roam You and I will be forever bonded It will always be you, the only one I wanted Do you think of me, like I think of you? Your touch smell and presence, I miss you My first love was you It's so hard to confess, do you feel all this too? I miss you Do you think of me, like I think you? Your touch, smell and presence, I miss you My first love was you It's so hard to confess, do you feel all this too? I miss you