Hating Myself

I'm sick of hating myself How we gonna make it Been running like hell I ain't trying to fake it I've been scratching my mind Wondering all of the time Who's lying to me Gotta open my eyes Or am I that blind you see right through me I'm hating myself I'm hating my self Feeling like I'm falling What you couldn't tell How much I feel so small and I've been scratching my mind Wondering all of the time Who's lying to me Gotta open my eyes Or am I that blind you see right through me I'm hating myself I'm sick of hating my self Or am I overthinking it Overthinking it Because when the cars crash Only a few get hit Another cigarette Feels like I'm losing it Pull the rug out Maybe we call it quits No this is bull shit It's all bullshit When the cars crash Only a few get hit Another cigarette Feels like I'm losing it Pull the rug out Maybe we call it quits I think I'm feeling myself Take me as I am I've been under a spell Life has a greater plan I'm taking my time Trying to find out What it is will heal me And know that I am fine With all the cards that life is dealing I think I'm feeling myself Yeah I'm feeling myself I think I'm feeling myself Yeah I'm feeling myself Yeah I'm feeling myself