Nobody Sees

What do you know about having these thoughts as dark as midnight with no lighting In my head I'm always thinking we're all born to die I once thought about suicide I'm actually lying it's been more than once But I don't think that I can ever do it because honestly I'm afraid to die Weak I got issues that Nobody sees I got issues that Nobody sees I got issues that Nobody sees I got issues that Nobody sees And I don't want nobody help I don't want nobody wealth Feel like I'm good by myself Think that I'm good by myself And I don't want nobody help I don't want nobody wealth Feel like I'm good by myself Think that I'm good by myself Feel like I'm lying, I lie to myself and when it comes to my happiness I ain't compelled Like I'm up today and down tomorrow Man my happiness is borrowed I wish I could be like Mr peanut butter I just envy how he lives eternal bliss. Why is joy the energy that I resist Cuz I'm more like Bojack when in my abyss But I know that I'll find the light I pray that I'll make it alright And prayer is what I incite Whenever I run out of fight And I have faith Imma lose anxiety Imma lose depression Imma lose the need to make a good impression On these silly ladies that I ain't invested I know Imma make it because I am progression I got issues that Nobody sees I got issues that Nobody sees I got issues that Nobody sees I got issues that Nobody sees And I don't want nobody help I don't want nobody wealth Feel like I'm good by myself Think that I'm good by myself And I don't want nobody help I don't want nobody wealth Feel like I'm good by myself Think that I'm good by myself