As Soon As I Said That I Knew That I Shouldn't Have

Far flung bit of song Creeping along Waiting for a bittersweet fling to resolve It seems to me In flirting with the macabre I've forgone my better judgement to replace a self that's fighting to belong I've been gone so long Haven't felt so strong Since the times I cruised the capillaries strange I never thought that I could recall That I would remember it at all I, wall; quiet, tall Stand to your call I implacable to your resounding all It seems to me Not a bit resolved I belong apace a better judgement to replace the words that I got wrong I've been gone so long Haven't felt so strong Since the time I learned I had the words so strange As to come from where I could not recall That they would even come through me at all I saw what you saw But now refuse to call What little sick words of our love descends suspicions I suspend This squall's ascension drops my anchor Oh I had to stop your sending Lover take this as a sigh Because darling, as soon as I said that I knew that I shouldn't have