I been so lost

I been so lost in my thoughts I remember sitting right there with Papa on couch I really really love my dad oh wow I'm really fucked up been lied to since I a child I'm missing papa I know he watching from the clouds I'm really missing spending time with him since I a child if he was here right now I know that he'll be proud I won't go for nun something go wrong shoot at the crowd Loving you is like a lonelyness of fear upgrade my smile 10 thousand on veneers baby when it's a perfect time for me too see ya been stressing on my bed late at night taking pills I been so lost in my thoughts I remember sitting right there with Papa on couch I really really love my dad oh wow I'm really fucked up been lied to since I a child I'm missing papa I know he watching from the clouds I'm really missing spending time with him since I a child if he was here right now I know that he'll be proud I won't go for nun something go wrong shoot at the crowd