Reflections

Another sleepless night No longer seem to fight 'Cause I lose every time I try to keep my composure. She knows she's on my mind Lost in her cold, pale eyes I fall right back in line As she grabs hold and takes over I've got it all figured out, heart beats through my chest now I'm losing all control A fix for you and I, The drip lingers through the night Mind racing, thoughts chasing, It's taking all of me One last time Dilate... I've come to my senses Chase this high That never seems to last like I want it Numb my mind Escape the thought that I'm destined for failure Just for the night Waking up to face my reflection I feel it creeping in Regrets return again I'm diving right back in Too hard to cope when I'm sober She doesn't judge my past Trotting along the glass Distraction never lasts Oh god, when will this be over I've got it all figured out, heart beats through my chest now I'm losing all control A fix for you and I, The drip lingers through the night Mind racing, thoughts chasing, It's taking all of me One last time Dilate... I've come to my senses Chase this high That never seems to last like I want it Numb my mind Escape the thought that I'm destined for failure Just for the night Waking up to face my reflection And now my head's filled doubt She's got me all strung out Will I ever break her hold? A fix for you and I, The drip lingers through the night Mind racing, thoughts chasing, It's taking all of me As she takes control of me (of me) As she takes ahold I'm losing all control